sitting here @ approx. 10:48 and I just got off the phone with one of THE BEST people on the face of the planet. :) Amanda she's gotta be the greatest when it comes to knowing not only whats wrong with you, why that is bothering you, how to fix, and well, she's great. so a hint to you stupid people that think u can judge her; u can't! u won't! I won't allow it! Amanda is too good for your bullshit...! She does NOT give me too much sympathy; no one does. My whole life I haven't gotten sympathy, or attention for that matter... must I remind u who I grew up with? Two alcoholics who have both been in jail @ one point or another in my life, and one of the does drugs! ta ha! thats funny! so attention... is not even in my vocabulary; nice try tho! give u props for trying to judge... but a "U" for failin. ahaha.. this weekend was excellent; some unnecessary drama, but when thats what I get for letting him in. Believe me, I won't do it again; so u pretty much fucked us up, thank yourself. :) this is the perfect thing for you: [ty Jade for making it! its perfect and u didnt even know it! lmfao!!!] the highlight was talking to Johnnie but u already know why in my last entry. ooo!ooo! someone had a seizure when we first arrived at the Y! so me and mom and others went in to save the day! we told the people (because the person having the seizure was outside) and I just felt like I helped save a life because I told the Y ppl that they needed help! :) that was even better than talking on the phone with Johnnie, because it was completely selfless. I liked it! felt good for once. then at the Y I did a lot of shit. ran 2 miles biked 5 miles swam non-stop balled lmfao.. ok shot around the basketball with Selena that was fun as fuck! especially with mom there, I love going to the Y with mom, because she helps pass the time so much better! then I came home and did my pilates, I am so much more flexible now, I think I've been doing it for a full week now... or something LOL! :) *so proud* my day is not complete unless I do pilates. I love the way it works u, without making u work real hard! and Selena did it with me, it was so cute cuz she did all the alternative moves to make it easier on herself.... she'll learn sooner or later "no pain, no gain." lol until then its cute to see her try! :) well how was ya'llz weekend? Ik the only person who had a pretty much heavenly one is Steph.. going to Miami.. lucky ass. ahahha! hope u had fun babe! much love to you all.asshole u need love. LMFAO.