well this mood just popped into my head so I thought I would put it there. I love how sit has like every mood there is. one day I wasn't pissed off I was just pissed and it was there; both of them! lmao that was great. ahhh to Amanda. I know we have both learned and grown to love that boy. he is great, til this day tho I am not too fond of the tough kid he has become on the outside, but that is the male in him. I kno, well we know a different one that was so sweet, so kind, so open, the perfect boy and well he still is that but neither of us are there all the time like we use to be and well he has adapted to his new surroundings (school, new friends) and yea I think we both need to move on with the memories with have with him because we have to move on in life. :| whether that is a good or bad thing Idk but it is something we will both have to go through together. I hope those tears were both good and bad because well, he said some things we hoped he would've and he said some things we wish he wouldn't have. (i.e. the way he doesnt need us like he use to) and I think that is just his way of maturing. I dont like the route he seems to be taking but that is just how life goes. remember hun, change is inevitable. I'll always love you... we both will, and u know that now. and well I do too. :)