I feel so experienced these days. I like it. :)
I was once in love [not something I like to admit all the time... it makes me blush lmao] and to see all of u guys going through that now makes me feel wise, and old because I have felt that. The feelings, the everything; I've felt it and I know how u feel. Its great to think about that special someone when ur down, and it makes it all worth while. You do everything for them. You can relate everything to them. You feel like ur on top of the world. Like nothing can get you down. And everyday u wake up and come to school just because u want to see them. And when u don't see them, it makes ur day shitty. It makes u feel... incomplete. Its the amazing feeling u get when u pull them close and u feel ur heart and his crash and burn, a good burn, the best burn u will ever feel in ur life. seriously. its the best thing ever. To feel that way, to get attached, but not want to show it because u always thought that shit was pathetic, but once u feel how they do in the movies, its the best thing ever. EVER so this is my advice to you:
Don't think twice, don't doubt how ur feeling, trust them with everything u have and just let urself be loved. If u do that, along with the big "C" communicate on every possible level; it will never go wrong. But the SECOND u stop doing one of those, things will fall apart.
I say this from experience
enjoy it, love doesn't come around very often.
luv ya
~Jess~