I dont think u boys know how much of an affect u have on us girls. it doesn't matter what u do to us, somehow we still love you u could never talk to us, or u could show us the world. either way we would love you. and I don't think u can handle that sometimes, that we will always be here. you may think that u're over us, or sick of us... but u're really not. I know how it works, don't tell me I don't I have proof my brain is 66.67% MALE and 33.33% female so I have a good idea how it works. u may not be deeply interested in that one girl for a certain amount of time [why wud u be, there is o so much potential out there. so much ASS to get, y stick with one girl....? ur young, u need to get out there; "explore the world!!"] but u'll always love her. ur first love that is. when u feel that way for the first time, its something so new and u want all of it u can get. that doesn't necessarily mean sex at the time, but just being with that person, that affect they have on you, its amazing. ik ik, trust me ik. do u have to ignore the girl afterwards, when its all over? I mean come on, u shared so many feelings with her and u can't seem to even be a friend; like u said u would. I mean come on the way u act around her.... the harsh signals u give, or is it what u don't give anymore. maybe we get too attached? maybe that is our own fault? is it? our own fault? for getting to attached to someone who doesn't deserve it. but then again girls and boys express their feelings differently. they may love u, have those DEEP feelings for u, but just not want to show it. that would make him look weak, feel stupid, but they are shy for only ONE REASON AROUND YOU. because they know those feelings are true, that they love you, that they know that they could have it all with you. so why avoid what u could have? that could REALLY make u happy? why go off for someone else....? that stumps me; I get it all until that point