Your love has given me wings. UMM... gotta put this somewhere safe. :) Life is good right about NOW! :) Ahh.. I can't wait for my recommendation letter... i wonder if i'll actually get the job. tehe. "i don't know why you're freakin out about this, stop bein a goof. i think this is a great opportunity for you and i'm not worried about it at all. you wanna know why i'm not worried about this? it's not because i dont care.. it's because i know that even if you do get this job, and i hope you do.. i know you won't leave me. you're my felicia. you're my white lightning. and as much as i want you to become successful, i want to keep you too. so hopefully we can find a happy medium." "bye darlin." "no... i can be your boo, bill's your darlin." "so that's how she's gonna leave.. with a 'fuck you'." allen: "bill said that you're the best he ever had.... take that how you want to." "how's my captain?!" "I love this kid, she's great. I wanna keep her forever!" "I'm doing this because when you go off and become extremely successful, more successful than i could ever dream of becoming, you will deal with situations just like these. I'm trying to prepare you for those situations." "I love you." "felicia, you might not see how amazing you are, but i do." "this has nothing to do with you... you are amazing, i love you....i could never find the words to explain how much you mean to me." "you're a different story. when you say something to me, i consider it to be sincere." "when i leave, you're coming with me." "you promised!" "yes i did." "you almost got me killed... i almost died because of you." "what are you talking about?" "well... i was rushing back to see you and i almost got caught in the tornadoes in Florida." "i know you missed me while you were gone." "yes." "did you really?" "yes. yes. and if you asked me again i'd say the same thing. yes." so anyways... um i pretty much love my job. lately its just been great. i love it so much. i wanna stay there forever and there's nothing else that comes close to my heart. not even close. this place is my fucking life. and i love it that way. seriously. oh man. i am just awesome. im really really tired lately and i probably should try and calm down on work but this week i dont have that many hours. now last week i had like 33 hours. it was fabulous. umm, the other aspects of my life don't really matter at the time because i just love work. YEAH I SAID IT. i dont know... lately people have just fuckin let me DOWN. so it doesn't really matter. associates becomes a new word in my vocab, but that's quite alright. i have an interview, i wonder if they will think i would be a good asset for their company or not. i kinda want it, but if i dont get it then its not that big of a deal. school's goin ok. im just more focused on my future. :) i'm happy.