I should write an entry. Yeah. No dreams to report about today, though. I can't remember them - I was jarred from sleep by a very loud David in the kitchen. I'm feeling much, much better. In fact, I'm eating food and it feels so good to eat without having to worry about regurgitation. It feels good to actually keep something in my stomach. This guy, I just met online maybe two weeks ago, he has somewhat of an obsessive vibe or something ... I told him how I woke up this morning, and he said "Who's David?" And I said "My brother" - and it was like he was all jealous and thought I had a boyfriend and was cheating on him or something. *sighs* Men. I have to go to class early today, and stay after a bit longer than usual because I need to copy down some questions since I won't have Thursday to go over them before the big Final because I'll be gone to Indy for ... OZZFEST! Yes, my friends, Ozzfest is in less than two days. I am so excited - Ozzy, Manson, Korn, Disturbed, Chevelle, Nothingface, Unloco ... DELIGHTED! Fun and concerts ALL FUCKING DAY LONG!!! Feels good to be getting out of the house. On a lighter note, I'll be coming home later than usual because I'll be putting in my application at Applebee's, O'Charley's, and Ruby Tuesday's. Maybe I could get a job as a waiter or a bartender or something. At least as a bartender I can keep track of how much alcohol intake someone has - and the restaurants have policies on drunk customers, calling cabs, legal ID's and whatnot. And I'll be damned if I let ONE drunk person drive home. Yes - I hear that in both New York and California they have banned smoking in bars ... what's up with that anyway? I mean, there's still smoking sections in restaurants - but, then, I guess having a smoking section in a restaurant is rather like having a peeing section in a swimming pool. But people come to a bar to have a good time, right? Can't smoke? Why? Because it's bad for you? If that's true, then soon there will be no drinking in bars, either. When I was in high school, I really did want to be a bartender - I was good at mixing things and most importantly, listening. I'm still good at those things - moreso than before. I've actually (as much as I detest drinking alcohol) invented a couple of drinks. One of my most proudest achievements is the Comparadox. WOOT! I came up with it working Madrigal Dinner my sophomore year of college - made a virgin one - which is just half orange juice, half apple juice - and at the cast party for On the Verge I made an actual Comparadox for the director by adding ... I won't tell you, you'll just have to ask me. But I can tell you that it's not vodka, tequila, or rum. But the director LOVED it. I've been making them at every cast party ever since. And a couple of my choirmates still drink virgin ones during Mad Dinner. Anyway - that's what I'll be doing tonight, putting in applications ... so don't worry about me if I'm not online by 9:00 like I usually am. I should be home by 10, and no later than 10 ... Because I've been called in to do the lunch shift at the station tomorrow. Latisha's daughter has the flu. Gee ... I hope it's not my fault. Maybe I should leave her flowers or something. Anyway ... I better get going and spiff myself up, you know, look decent in case after class tonight one of those restaurants wants an impromptu interview. Love! Blessed be!