Listening to: Chevelle - Send the Pain Below
Feeling: awake
Okay ... so ... I've slept from 7:00 last night until ... about 20 minutes ago ... being 11:00 in the morning.
Yeah ... it's been a while, I think. I'm still too groggy to do the math, so I'll leave it up to the readers.
I GOT MY WISH BEAR.
I love Melissa. She has made my week. Now I have absofuckinglutely no idea what to get her. She said I didn't have to, but COME ON! Do you know how hard it's been trying to find a Wish Bear?
I know, I could get her a broken digital camera, so she'll stop putting up pictures of a certain someone without prior knowledge!
*deep breath*
This is what happens when I go to bed early and let her lose.
*frowns a bit and holds his stomach* I shouldn't have eaten that macaroni.
I want to say "congratulations" and "I'm proud of you" to my lovely, for doing so well on her GED test yesterday. I'm glad she's going to get to go to school again. I know she's been missing it. I love you, lovely.
I miss her, though. I never get to see her. After work, though, I would get in at the usual hour. I mean, I have no obligations now that classes and finals are over other than work - and I'm always off by 9:00 every night.
I hope to talk to her again. It's getting ... really close to the holidays and ... there's a gaping abyss in my life where she used to be.
*thinks for a moment as he looks to the side*
And I need to send her that gift. I need to send her letters ... I need ... to open the last one she sent me.
I think I'll do that now, before I have to go to work.
I'll write more later.
It's supposed to snow tomorrow morning - and I'll definitely be looking forward to that.
sacred
--ambient