Listening to: TV
Feeling: nothing
I woke this morning, to my door being open.
I don't know how it opened, but it did. I think perhaps I didn't close it completely last night and Lee might have pushed it open ... or something.
My bedroom is upstairs now, and there is a TV room just down there, and the television was on. I could hear familiar clips an phrases. Whatever was being watched downstairs, I'd seen before ... and it was bringing a bit of nostalgia to me.
But the second I heard "Come on, Mrs. Frisby! I gotta have the sparkly! Girls can't resist the sparkly!"
I crawled out of bed and ran down the stairs to the television - and there, on TV, was the end of The Secret of Nimh.
I love this film, the book Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH - they were staples throughout my childhood. I must have watched it at least five times a year, and always on my birthday. I remember how much I loved the story - but that owl really fucking scared me.
No one was watching it, though ... no one ... was even downstairs. House felt unusually empty for a Sunday.
But ... that song ... every time I hear it, it takes me back.
"Flying Dreams" was the first song I ever learned to play on the piano. I was four. I couldn't read music yet, I did it all by ear. It was Christmas time, and the family had gathered at my Uncle Billy's and Aunt Shirley's - father's side. We went there a lot all year round, so other than this being a holiday, it was nothing new. But I remember this oak, upright piano they had in the front room. I'm the youngest cousin in my family - I didn't have much to do as everyone else was kind of off doing their own thing or talking. And while the family was just visiting and all. So I started plucking around on the piano - which I think bothered some of the guests, because they were just stuck up and didn't like hearing random notes being played on the piano, but Aunt Shirley wouldn't let them yell at me - because the piano kept me occupied and it was an intellectual tool.
And I started to realize that some notes, when played in a certain order, could sound like a song, and before I knew it, I'd started playing the chorus to "Flying Dreams" on the black keys. I yelled for Dad, said "Listen to this!" And played it for him. "Doesn't it sound like that song?" And my dad, he just got real quiet and pat me on the back. Said "Good boy."
I felt good.
A year later, I was taking piano lessons.
So ... there's a great deal of nostalgia - of memories and feelings, that go with that ...
I just thought ... I'd share ...
Flying Dreams
by Jerry Goldsmith
Dream by night
Wish by day
Love begins this way
Loving starts
When open hearts
Touch and stay
Sleep for now
Dreaming's how
Lover's lives are planned
Future songs
And flying dreams
Hand in hand
Love it seems
Made flying dreams
So hearts could soar
Heaven sent
These wings were meant
To prove, once more
That love is the key
Love is the key
You and I
Touch the sky
The eagle and the dove
Nightingales
We keep our sails
Filled with love
And love it seems
Made flying dreams
To bring you home to me
Love it seems
Made flying dreams
So hearts could soar
Heaven sent
These wings were meant
To prove, once more
That love is the key
Love is the key
You and I
Touch the sky
The eagle and the dove
Nightingales
We keep our sails
Filled with love
Ever strong
Our future song
To sing it must be free
Every part
Is from the heart
And love is still the key
And love it seems
Made flying dreams
To bring you home to me
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