Well i think i will try something new. I am writing a story and i think i will share it will all of you great people here :P Well you can leave comments about it or suggestions if you want! The title of the story is Living in a Moment! I hope you enjoy it! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Living in a Moment That day was scary really, the day that I grew up. I was 15 years old for a long time, right up until my 19th birthday. That was the day that my best friend left me, the day that she fell into the hands of a god unknown, and came back to me with a deadly secret. Not that she had to hide it; it was I who had the secret laid upon me. It all started five hours before my 19th birthday party. Marissa and I went to the mall to pick up a few things, but Mar got sidetracked at the new clothing store that they were building. It really didn’t look safe enough to go into, but we did anyways. When we walked through the doors I guess that the work men dropped something, the next thing I new it hit Mar on the head. I was really scared, I couldn’t move, I watched as people ran up to see if she was ok and to check her pulse. How I got to the hospital was a blur. Finally, while sitting in the waiting room, I came back and realized what was going on. At that next moment a doctor came through the big swing doors that lead to the E.R. He walked right up to me, I almost froze again, until he mentioned Mar’s name. He had said a lot of things, but the only words that I hung onto where; she is in Extensive Care, asleep in a coma, and not responding. I was scared, my best friend in the whole wide world would never grow up, never get any older that she is now. In that moment I remembered the significance of today, it was my 19th birthday. I fell back into the state of a frozen mind. It was like I, myself, was in a coma. I was watching myself die slowly. I was awoken by the image of Mar in a hospital bed, sleeping, but dieing. I imagined plastic tubes of all sizes twirling in and out of her lifeless body. I turned over and threw up what little lunch I had had. I then realized that I was no longer in the hospital waiting room, my mother must have taken me home. I walked into my bathroom to fix myself, and my floor. When I was done that, oddly I was hungry, not in the sense that I wanted it, more like I needed it. I looked at the clock and realized that it was late at night, almost 10:30. I went into the kitchen to find some food where I found my mother drinking again. I really was scared; the only other time that my mother drank any type of alcohol was when Grandpa died. I really didn’t want to face her but I had to. I went in and she come over and hugged me. I started to cry again, she spoke to me in a soft voice that it was ok to cry and that I had to let it out. I got up the nerve to look her in the face, only to realize that her cheeks were wet, and had been for some time. Mom had never cried, not even the day that Grandpa died. I opened my mouth to ask her something but all that come out was a small sob, she held me tighter. I tried again; I asked her what was wrong. She laughed, she really laughed, and then I found myself laughing as well. I knew what was wrong, as well as Mar, she knew that she was going to loose me, not in physical body, but in mind and soul. At that time I thought she was wrong, but now that I look back I knew she was right. The secret placed on my tore me from her and everyone else, well everyone in the living world. Later, around 11:30, Mar’s mother called and asked to talk to me. Mar had passed away, gone, forever, I dropped. I am pretty sure that I fell because when I woke up I was in the hospital, and Mar was standing beside me. At first I thought I was having a horrid dream, until my mother came in a kissed me on the forehead. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Well there it is, i hope you like it, i will be adding more tomorrow! Well i changed my banner, comment pic and bg again :P i was bored! Well i think that that is all i am going to write for now. Linds~