Yes I feeling unwanted. If you want to know why go back the last couple of entries and you shall know why. Well Santi(my spanish brother from a different mother) has been like living here. Which is cool. Execpt he is really annoying me, he keeps asking for me to bring some of my friends over. you kno so he can get some. It is really annoying to get every five seconds, get one of you friends over here. Even though he is like a brother to me I still feel a little un wanted. I am not in love with Santi or anything, but it just seems like everyone has got someone. I don't mean to be selfish or anything but i want someone too. It seems like everyone has got something that I don't have and want the most. I feel like a little rich brat saying that, but it is ok to want somthing for yourself sometimes right? For those people who know me, they know that i never ask for anything. I read some Edar A. Poe poems. They are cool. I think i am going to look for a Blake book next time i go shoping at the book store. I am still deeply depressed. Maybe the fishing trip that i planed with me daddeh will help a little. I can't wait to get back to school. Meet some boys, and maybe learn a little XD. w00t i got 3 comments! i am not counting that one about the blowing. guhhh.....-shudders- People are nice on occasion. But i sorta feel like i am being used sometimes. But getting away from that point! there was a point when amanda was over that i got a little to depressed for my liking. Her and Santi are getting up close and personal. Well at this point she is lying across my brother and Santi. and i am just on the bed sitting there by myself. I felt sad again. Why is there no one for me? .....I need help... comment. It would be nice to hear from you all!