Well I haven’t had much passion to get on here and write about what’s been bothering me, what’s been fun, and other such things. I have been busy with school, and friends. It’s nice to finally have something to do, rather than the slow paced life I had during the holidays. Though I am missing something, and it hurts not to have it, and the thought of loosing it further drives me insane! Right now I am alone sitting here in my room, not talking to anyone. No one wants to bother talking to me. Thomas isn’t online, Andrew has better things to do then talk to me, Meaghan went to sleep, John hardly ever talks to me, other people are always away, or never online. So I sit here staring at a screen, and writing any old random thought that pours out. I have waves of feelings, there are times when I feel good, and there are times when I feel bad. I feel bad for a number of reasons, and I don’t really want to go into all of them. But I just feel bad. I went to Meaghan’s Saturday night. It was really awesome. Meaghan, Heather and I just hung out, kinda ate food, and semi-watched some movies. It was hard to pay attention when we were having fun just being fools. I can’t wait to do it again. I accidentally punched Meaghan’s in the face, I didn’t mean it! Really! Lol Well I am kind of tired myself so I am going to go eat my dinner and go to sleep. Lets hope I have good dreams…. When do I ever have good dreams….