Well this weekend was great. One of the best long weekends in a while. I would go into detail. but why bother. I got to see John two days out of the three. I was hanging out with him, meaghan, and adam today. I was pretty happy. then when me and meaghan were talking. this is the one thing that i said to her. Which i really was thinking at the time. "and as we were just lying there, and i was looking in his eyes. all i could think of was, i never want to be like this with another person, i never see myself loving another person like him. I want to be with this boy for the rest of my life." I love you with everything I have