OMFG!!!!11!1!!1oneone I MADE IT TOO 200! You know i rock your socks! Yeah, well I am single again, and i am completely fine. It had to end sooner or later, i knew it wasn't going to last that long, it was my first relationship. O well, now i have a first break up! w00t! Well i am going to explain here so no one questions me, but i think everyone knows what happened. Well nikki, thank god, told me what John was hiding from me, and I wasn't really that hurt but John, but a little hurt by all my friends, and my brother not telling me. But it doesn't matter now, i forgive all of you. But yeah then he came online on friday, and i told him i knew that he was lieing and that he is getting what he wished for, and wanted, Its over. So really i broke up with him. But i feel like such a fool, it was unfair for us both, but its over now, and really, it was fun, but its highschool, i moved on pretty fast. Thats the funny thing about me. I am not really upset, we are still friends. He makes a better friend than a boyfriend. Its all good. Everyone is happy now. Now i have to fine myself a new boyfriend ;) anyone up for the challenge? lol Anyways, i am so hyper/happy today. My dad is home, and we are putting up the tree. I made disco ball earrings, and I am listening to Iron Maiden. its all good. Haha, i remember in richmond hill, me and my brother used to put on a Iron Maiden record and then run around the room. It was great, We would put on Run to the Hills, and run around singing it LMAO. It was good times that i miss -starts to run around- Ha, i am such an odd person :) Edit: 5:44 Well I am just sitting here talking to no one, well because no one is online. Just listening to some Aerosmith.....singing along, but we won't go there lol I got the tree up, and all the decorations on it. It looks pretty good. I made some cool Disco Ball earrings, I like 'em, i think there are cool. Miss Creativity here is going to make a christmas wreath too. Aren't i just awesome? lol Well other than that its 5 o'clock and i am pretty happy just staying at home. Nothing to do and i am quite happy to be alone :) Just trying to pass the time now, i think i will try and write a song, i am in the mood to write a serious song :)