Well last night was great. My mother is too worried about her broke ass boyfriend that she left, she supposedly loves him. But he is an ass to her, and hasn't gotten a job. He uses her and we can all see it. But she left for a couple of weeks, and she is all depressed and shit. But you think seeing your 2 children that you haven't seen in months would cheer you up. O wait, shes the one who left us, but none the less i am getting the feeling that i am not wanted here. We sat down to watch Pearl Harbor. No one told me that was a romance. Of course my mother couldn't handle it and almost broke down in tears. I got a little depressed. I was just sitting there thinking, why can't that happen to me. Why can i meet someone who will like me, fall in love with me, be generaly nice to me. Why can't I find someone? I feel utterly alone today. Not only am I really alone. But i am cut off from my friends. blah Does anyone really hate it when people are sarcastic when you are feeling down? Comment!