I still feel broken inside. I really hate that feeling and it is getting me down. I got to stay home one more day, but i have to go to school tomorrow, you watch, i am just going to be a ray of sunshine. I am starting to get the feeling that this guy doesn't like me, and it makes me feel worse. I think i am soon going to have to tell him, holding it in is doing wonders on my mental state right now. But i don't want to tell him because i am so worried that he won't like me back, i don't think i could handle that too well. I don't do well with rejection. I am starting to think that no one likes me. that no one ever will. I know most people will say there has to be someone out there, but i don't think i can handle waiting forever either. I am so screwed up right now. I don't know what to do, if only i had some sort of clue from him, if only someone could tell me how he feels about me without my feelings for him being shown. I havew a cough now, i think i am coming down with something other than depression. I slept alot too. Half the day yesterday, and then i went to bed at 9 and woke up at 12:30pm. I need a break in life, i really do, someone needs to tell me that they love me. I think i would like to go back to school tomorrow, i feel a little to alone here at home. I wish a friend could visit me, but no one really wants to come over. I am going to go try to eat somthing, i want soup, but we have none. Maybe i will be back later, if i feel like it. []edit[] Well i finished a drawing that i did. Thats about all. Click on the little image down there to see it I think it looks alright. For as long as i slept, i am still tired, i might be on later, but i don't know. I don't think i have anything left to write. []edit[] I am super bored man, and i think i am in a better mood. I am going to school tomorrow, no matter how i feel. I am forcing it. really i just want to see him. I hate where i live, there is no one around to hang out with. Maybe i will have a semi-party on the weekend. Like a get together with friends and crap like that. I want to go see cry wolf, but its not showing here yet. I want to go see a movie on the weekend too, but i have no one to go with x_x anyone want to go to the movies with me this weekend? no seriously, does anyone? comment all of you!!! i want comments and i want good ones!!!! ;_; i want comments....pwaese....