I am feeling somewhat better. Still feeling like a complete loner... Where did everyone go.... Sheesh, and then my party had to be canceled! DANG! HELL! BITCH! I'm sorta pissed off by that. really really really pissed off. I was looking forward to seeing all my friends!!! BLAH! and of course no one is on msn at 12:55 in the morning, and i am not going to sleep till another 3 hours. I'm still worried about a bunch of crap, and one more thing has been added on to my list, right after somthing was taken away. SHEESH! I am starting NOT to like love AT ALL! I never get anything good out of it. Even when somthing is good, it always goes wrong! AHHHHH I feel random today or should i say i felt random yesterday, today is today and i don't feel the same. o jeeze i just confused myself again. I have no sense of time when i am on holidays. to me its just one big day and then i am back to school. But seriously, where is everyone and why are they avoiding me? Does anyone realize they have left linds behind.. .....guys? guys?! YOU FORGOT YOUR LINDS!