{274} Its Over

Well its all over, just like that. At a simple msn conversation and no compassion. Im a fool for taking him back. No we did not agree to be friends. He just told me it was going to be like that. I had no choice other than to accept it. No matter what i beg and plead. Nothing can bring him back. He said he loved me, but it didn't feel that way. Yes im upset, yes i am crying. Its hard to just forget about someone you loved. But i will get over him with time. My life isn't over. Im a fool. Thats all it comes down to. But tell me, since when is it a bad thing to want to spend time with the person you love? anyways, i will be happy tomorrow, even if i have to fake it. I still can't believe he just did it over msn. With andrew just standing there. I feel like crap again. I actually loved him. And i think i was a fool for doing it. But i want to see him happy, so i will try and stop loving him just to see him happy. Well there is that part of my life that we made a close on. Now to see how long im going to be alone for. No one really loves me. Im not the kind of person people like. He was the only boy to like me. and the sad thing is, i liked him back. and now my heart is broken. Im only telling you people this, cause you need to know the truth. He slowly broke it throught the relationship, then decided to shatter it tonight. So im going to go pick up the peices. and move on.
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sorry to hear bout you and john. i know u may not consider me a good friend right now but i want u to know that im here for u if u need to talk.
sorry linds...i will him.

-commenting dude
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hi, how have you been??? I missed talking to ya!!
oh k so ya its good that everything is oh k between us now. if there one thing u should know about me its that my grudges dont last very long. i may be mad bout something or at someone but like 2 days later i forget all bout it. lol ya im weird.
about you and john: i recommend "exorcizing your ex" by elizabeth kuster. they have it at mclaughlin public library. very well written book.

other stuff: it seems like a lot of people have been getting more mature lately. i've been in such a good mood this past week. your website is rad.
That sucks, hope u fell better soon
Hey read my latest, it's just a copy of I've written elsewhere, just where you and some others can read it.
Later ILU
Im so sorry about your boyfriend.But I really like your diary.Its really cute.Wanna' be friends?

Love Courtni
im just that awesome.
-andrew
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