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Prelude To Painby flameheartPrelude To Pain
I remember how it used to be
I remember your hate
I remember how you used to be
The screaming never stopped
And I’ll never forget
The way you walked
When you walked away from me.
I thought I was the one
Who changed your life forever.
I thought maybe you thanked me
But now I realize you blame me.
Why couldn’t you love me
Why couldn’t you need me.
Nothing changes
Names and dates mean nothing
I have a feeling you’ll be gone
In time, you might come back
But only for a moment you’re here
Sometimes I think
Maybe I’m better off without you.
You walk into my life
And walk right out
Leaving me scarred each time
I wish I could see you
Just to show you ever mark you’ve left
You use me
And then you leave again.
You say you’re getting better
But just like Jack
You go tumbling down that hill again.
You can’t climb back up
And you drag us down with you
Coming, and giving hope
Leaving, with out a trace.
We think we miss you
But in time we learn to live without you
But you always come back
To remind us that we miss you
And right when we feel close
You leave
And again, in time we learn
You don’t have any love
All you have is pain
Pain that you numb
And pain that we feel.
So just hurt us one more time and get it over with.
The show is almost over,
We’re waiting for your finale
ALSO, it's nice to see I'm still on your friends list. =D
You probably don't remember, but on my entry you said you'd stick with me or whatever. Sooo, the reason I haven't comment on any of your entries for the past several months is because...I was testing you...Yeah, that's it...*shifty eyes*
thanks for the kind words. really made me feel better. in a friendly way lol. well, i love you guys in a friendly way too. but thanks for extending the invitation to the party and to hanging out whenever. lookin forward to it. :)