Omg look a new entry! well you know the drill read comment ect! Well the reason i haven't been updating alot is because well i am too busy and i just don't feel like it sometimes. lately things have been hard on me. They are getting even harder. Not only am i haveong problems in the famlily but it is also that i am having problems with my friends. My dad has been having a hard time. before when he got drunk and almost killed himself, that hurt him alot. He is still going to court for that. But latly he has been working alot and that is getting to him. He stays away durring the week. and just last weekend he broke again. Luckly it was saftly at home. But he still feels bad about it. Still i suport him always. as with the friend. Monica. She has really been pissing me off latley. all her lies are getting to me and i am annoyed. Ok the fact that monika and andrew holding hands or going out or watever them 2 are doing doesn't bother me. it is the fact that monica told me amanda randy and some other kid that she already had a boyfriend on thursday, then when i asked about that on friday she said no she didn't. so it is either she is always lieing to me and amanda. or she is playing andrew. and although andrew can be a little overbearing sometimes, he is still my friend and i don't think it is right for anyone to be treated like that. There is also the fact that monica said that she would be hanging out with us at wonderland, which never happended, she ditched us with out even saying why! that pissed me off alot. Then there is the fact that she has been ignoring me eversince i became friends with Amanda. Well there you have it, my anger is sort of realesed. and i am still pissed off. i also updated my header and my bg. i think i will soon change my avatar thingy. well thats all i can really write right now. i am kind of still mad. peace out!