Well tomorrow is valentines day. And for the first time in my life, I actually have a boyfriend. Im happy about that. I love John. As all of you can already tell. Its different really, most people don't see how I can, but the love isn't based on the physical side of our relationship. Im sure people can understand what Im saying when i say its hard to explain exactly why I love him. Well Im happy, I know that. Although I really don't like Valentines Day, its good to know that you have somone on that day. I really don't care about Valentines Day though. Im not doing anything overly special, and I told John not to do anything as well. I will just be happy with him tomorrow :)