I am in a really bad mood today. I really don't know why. I think it is because something, well a couple of things that people have said. I seem to be a little touchy now and days. As well, i am feeling kinda down, the computer made me sad, yeah thats right, the computer made me emo. I took this quiz about will i hook up this fall, and it said i was staying single. great, just what i needed to hear. Right now i am feeling like a little brat child, who is so inscure with herself, that she feels the need to distance herself from the only people that care. I know I have a group of really good friends around me, but i dunno, i feel like i am a shitty person. Here i am complaing about only having friends, when i could have none at all. Even after buying new clothes, getting 20 bucks, and having steak for dinner, i feel really bad. I just wish that something good would happen in my life, i am still waiting for somthing great to happen. I feel so bad right now, all i want to do is to be alone with someone, who will hold me, and tell me that i will be ok. Someone that will be there for me. But this person doesn't exisit, and that makes me feel worse. Even while being surounded by many people who are my friends, I still feel alone. I need a break in life right now, something good has to happen to me soon. Or i think i might go crazy. I kno no body hates me, and i don't really know what i brought that up, but sometimes it feels like all people want to do is shun me. Or get rid of me. I want to be with someone right now, but someone doesn't want to be with me. I am sitting here alone in my room, craving attention, not the "look at me, look at me" attention. Just a sorta love. Something that i really don't get enough of. Something that i want more of, and somthing no one will give me. no one........ I love no one, but no one doesn't love me. [xeditx] Go here, its a great little flash that i am like in love with right now ^_^ http://joanime.com/archive/thinking.html Yeah, i am teh flash whore, just go watch it ^^ [xeditx] I am teh Happiness! well not really, i am still sorta down. But i am not longer in a bad mood! Photoshop is my hero, i am going to marry it! It is funny how one simple thing can bring me happiness, or just a moment of bliss. I have to go explore for 30 days, i will see you then!