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The Gameby flameheartWell I don't know quite what I meant before with that little quote thing I made up. Perhaps I was just upset like i get sometimes. Nothing really bad happened.
I have learned alot about love, something no one ever taught me about. Some of the most important things I've leanred are that Communication is the key as well as Love isn't a walk in the park.
Commuinication is important for everyone, cause not everyone can read minds, or body language that well. You have to tell people how you feel or they will never know. You can't expect someone to know how you feel unless you tell them. I, of course, had to leanr this the hard way. One of the hardest lessons i had to go through. I almost lost the person i loved. But luckily it all worked out in the end. I thought just cause everyone else told me it was true, it must be true. But it wasn't. I didn't bother to ask the most important person about it. Thats where i learned communication is important. With out it it might have been over again. Some one told one of my friends that my love wanted to end it with me, and my friend, being a good friend, told me. Of course i talked to my love about it. and they said it was untrue. But the very next day, someone told him, that i wanted to break up with him. Which also was untrue. So with out our commuinication we would have been in some trouble. As well I used to not tell him when something bothered me, when it upseted me, because i was so insecure. Now i know i have to, and insted of making it worse, it always gets better. Nothing bad can come from communication. Even if you think that it can. If you end up breaking up, thats not bad because then it was meant to be that way. Especially for teens. Life isn't over when you break up with a gf or a bf. you have so much infront of you.
Then of course there is the fact that love isn't easy. And it hurts sometimes. But it all reminds you that its real, and that you care. Nothing is ever perfect and you have to work at it to make it good. Sometimes it will sting a little, but it will always get better. Nothing is ever perfect in life and to expect that is going to be disapointed. Love is never perfect, and just becuase you have a moment of doubt and pain, does not mean its going to end.
Thats all really. Nothing horrible happened between me and John. Im just slowly learning life lessons. And we are still in love. Some people might say its to young to be in love, but i know what i feel. and i know im not over reacting, or being foolish.
And i leave you with his quote from a song that i thinkg discribes my personality perfect.
Playing with fire, you'll get burned
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