The end is near, and i do not fear it. Rain is falling, and i'm not crying. Pain is worth it, and the truth never hurts. To every first begining, there is a first end. Edit I am not angry, pissed, hurt or crying. Everything is ok. I am not mourning for love that was lost, or thrown away. Its not about him, its about the friends that betrayed me. I put trust in you all, something i might give out to lightly. You took it, and had no regrads, no thought, and no worries. You waited to long, and now i feel like a fool. Everyone one of you should feel bad! Think, take one moment to think. Think, for all of you who are in love, think if the same thing happened to you, wouldn't you want to know right away. Not go through the pain, and hummiliation od being the last to know. Nothing was right with what you did, you ended up hurting me more. Saying something would have been better. This isn't about the boy, this is about friends that i have no longer trust. Put yourselves in my shoes, and think for one moment. Maybe you'll learn.