Well I’m sitting here, doing nothing basically. No one is online, but that’s ok. I’m at my Dad’s girlfriend’s house on her computer cause everyone else had their own thing to do, and I was just sitting there. So I’m sitting here listening to H.I.M. which seems to be my new band. Not as my new favourite band, just one I really like. I will be listening to Ville’s sexy voice for a while and I know it. I have watched a couple videos online, and seen some other things. I’m going to buy some more stuff, I feel somewhat bad liking them, and only having one CD. So when I get more money, and buy my hair dye, I will get some CDs. Anyway, I think Ville is hot. John says he reminds him of Michael Jackson, Thomas thinks he’s funny looking, and Jenn(dads girlfriend) thinks his voice sounds like he’s in pain. I like him anyway. I thought about this. He drinks, he’s bad, he’s a rock star, and he’s every thing I can’t have. So I want him :) I can’t really update this often, but I write on Mysapce all the time http://www.myspace.com/xlindsx Add me as a friend, and comment. I like comments, and I like friends :) Anyways, I went for my first counciling appointment today. I thought it was ok. I dunno, I have to go back again, I still haven’t figured out if I want to go all the time. When I go again I might. She also said I should check out some other things as well. Like a teen support group at Pinewood for teens with parents who have addictions. I thought that would be cool. It would give me a chance to meet new people, and also, new guys. Haha I’m such a whore. Lol Anyways, that was interesting. I got batteries for my mp3 player! Haha for all of you that I asked for them. I whined to my father and he bought me some batteries and cream soda. Haha The last couple of days have been filled with mix feelings there are a lot of things that happened. And everything, over the span of 10 days, I have changed a lot. Those who know what happened, know what happened. I only told my really close friends. But im doing a lot better, I haven’t felt stressed at all the last few days, the only one who hasn’t changed on how they treat me is my grandmother. Everyone treats me with a little bit more consideration. I don’t want people to change, and treat me like im weak, or feel sorry for me or anything. But its nice to know people care. The lady complimented my hair :) Comment if you read this, I like comments :)