Well this long weekend was really good, and really bad at the same time. Good things happened, and a few bad things happened. Its all really screwed up right now. Im kind of upset about a few things as well. My Dad and Jenn seem to be breaking up, and I don't know, its like I'm loosing someone too. And because of all that, my dad drank on saturday, when i heard that it pretty much ruined my dad. But thanksgiving dinner with John's family was really great. It was just perfect, i felt like i belonged there, like that i was accepted. Like i was the only one there actually not part of the family, but i felt like family really. They made me feel really welcome. John says they liked me cause he talked to them yesterday about me. They asked questions about me and stuff. I just had a really great day. And then it got even better. I stayed the night. Johns dad fell asleep, and i felt really bad about waking him up, because he had work the next day. So i called my grandmother to see if i coule stay, at first she was going to come pick me up. But she called back saying that my dad said I could stay. So I stayed the night, and went home the next morning. Sunday was kind of boring, and I did nothing. But I have been thinking about things lately. I dont know. I dont really have alot of time to write everything down. I'll get back to you all later.