lol...you can cleary see the confusion...on hand I'm mad at Rae and pretty sick of it all, and on the other hand I'm thinking about picking her up to go stay with me for a week or two......guess I don't even know what I want anymore. I just know one thing - I gtg outta here, away from Highschool and Germany and start all over again in CA. Make up for the years wasted in depression... o well, gtg.