Later that evening I got a phonecall. My mind was so with Rae, that I didn't even make thoughts about who might be calling. It was Dru. She called from the pavillion and wanted to know how things went for me. Everything kind of went past me, until in some part of the conversation, she mentioned Rae being over at the pavillion, wanting to talk to me. My body began to shake again. I really didn't know what to think. The breakup had struck me deep and I was so consumed in depression, that I wasn't quite sure about what we could talk about, but I went. Dru awaited me infront of the pavillion; no sign of Rae. I felt lonely. Dru and me talked. Talked about how I felt, talked about how Rae felt. She told me that Rae really had to talk to me and so we walked to the opposite side of the pavillion, where she stood. Its a confusing state of mind when you know that someone you love so much, break up with you; making you feel unloved and then wanting to get back with you; but you're still struck and you're not quite sure if you are mad, disappointed, sad, relieved or free. I just knew that all I ever cared about, all I ever wanted and all I will always love, is Rae. A bitter taste came upon my tongue, as I was ready to cry once more. We began to talk and she told me about how surprised she was about how it all affected me. She told me that she had been confused and just didn't really think about everything. I looked back on that morning and felt the pain; but when she asked me out, I fell into her arms.