Joel lost it and gave up Rae without a return. I could never do that, with the penalty of death. That's what true love is about. To me it is. "Love one person to the fullest to the end of your life and spend your life with that person, or sacrifice your life, for life is not worth it without true love." I cannot go on without Rae, Joel seems he can. What about Rae? Joel left her, warning me to go out with her, referring her as several negative characters and playing a game. It is up to Rae to decide her future. I will come back, not for college, not for the Allens, not for America, Nature or my dad's request, I won't come back for my friends, for life itself nor for anyone else. I will come back for Rae.