On the other hand, I can't make her change her decisions. She has to do, what she thinks is right. 7th May, 2oo3 I'm 17. Today is my birthday and I'm all happy and well. Rae gave me the books Sabriel & Lirael and I'm still getting the first book of the Myst Series: The Book of Atrus. Lots of books to read. Yet the argument with Rae yesterday is still on my mind. She'll have to make a choice. Its hurting me. If Joel would be in my position, it'd hurt him. My believe is that Joel is a flirt like Rae and since I see how jelouse Rae gets around Ciara, I can imagine a relationship of pain and jelousy between Rae & Joel. The choice is in Rae's hand...