A couple of days ago, I thought I'd loose Rae. The day, like always, started out good, and after school, I debated with myself if I should go to Rae's house, since I will be gone over the weekend and I wanted to spend some time with her, and so I dedcided to go. I acted like an asshole being so worried that Rae's parents weren't home, and later we got into a discussion that I see Rae differently, when she has her days. I don't, but ask any boy, and they will all reject having sex with their girlfriends, during their period. Thats how boys are, sadly. Anyways, later when her parents came home, I witnessed something that scared me. Rae disappeared in her room, lying on her bed. Honestly to that point, I didn't quite know what was wrong.