I want to be living my life, together with Rae and if it comes to having children, I want to be a good father and a better husband. I have begun to think about a future with Rae very early. I just want her to know that if there will ever be a time in her life where she will be alone, I will always be there with open arms and an open heart; for us. I will always love her. I'm willing to share everything with her, teach her new things, while learning from her. She taught me lots already. She's shown me a clear path in my life. She's funny; really funny and teaches me things. I remember going to the Lord of the Rings with her and a scene came up, where Legolas jumps on a horse from the front. Suddenly Rae whispers to me that the native indians used to get on horses that way. I was totally suprised and amazed that she possesses that knowledge, and it was just so magical, so connective, because she's related to the indians.