Well, haven't written in a while. Guess I don't keep up with writing diaries too much....lots of things happened though. I'm going through "last round" of my parents divorce with lotsa screamin, and shit like that...fuckin stresses me out. Then I got school work to do, SAT in November and applying to college. I'm probably gonna end up in CA, Foothill college for my first year. Thats pretty much certain. Anyways, trouble with Rae is the neverending story... Maybe I'm just so stressed out about everything....but I just can't see how someone can date someone else and pretend to love that person, although you don't. Makes me think about whatever was between her and me. I mean, she fell in love with me after like 2 months of dating already... O well....I need space, I need time, I don't even know what the fuck I need. well....I'm gonna let out some agression over the break.