umm yea....got the weirdest thing. I had a dream about my ex, which I wasnt very fond about - but as things lead from one thing to the next - I decided to write her up. Not that I'm attached to her or anything - I mean everyone has always something for their ex's...no matter what - but its not like that. Aaaanyways, I wrote her up - so yea. After a couple days she came online and wrote me back and I was like "woah!". As far as I know, she had blocked me in the past and all and her reply email was hella strange as well. She's sorry for things she said in the past and wants me to come over to the states for her bday.... ....yea....I might be thinking exactly what you (the reader) is thinking right now...but anyways. I'm through with her, she's dating, she's happy, so wtf...I took a day thinking about it and I'll go. Now thats not because of my ex and all - I have lots of other friends down where she lives and I could use the chance to see them as well....but yea - this girl I talked to started saying that I'm probably still into my ex and all - and I had to talk that thought out of her, because Ive had quite my share. so thats whats new with me...kinda really strange. first we bitch at eachother and now she (and ESPECIALLY HER) wants me to come over for her bday....i was like...uhhhhhhh.. anyways - thought ill just write my thoughts about it in here. I have no clue as to how that will go. I mean she's dating and all, and Ill be occupying her house and all - haha - that makes me laugh - cuz I have no clue how her boy will think about that. lol not that i'd care, but its really hilarious. well I gtg, but ill probably write more as the time draws closer. ttyl!