I sat down beside her. Many thoughts were going through my mind. Many memories, and again I felt this feeling, this fear of loss over and over again. I began to cry. I was torn. About half an hour later, she woke up and I asked her how she felt. She seemed to do better. I got that call after school from her. She found out how I felt that day. She didn't want anything to get in our way, so she called me to tell me that she decided to quit and will try to quit smoking as well. I fell in tears on the phone. I was so, so happy and proud of her. It really showed me how much she cared about me. I don't want anything like that to happen again, for I love Rae too much. Today, a day later after she told me, I met Rae in the LGI, to find out that her parents found out about the pot. I had forseen a situation like that one.