well I just arrived at school....damn its freezing in the morning! I really don't feel like taking the bike anymore...but fortunatly my mom drove me to school this morning and she'll even pick me up..wow...what a luxury. Anyways, I check Rae's diary pretty much daily...and I dunno whats up with her parents. They put her on a almost 24h schedule to work and then complain....its Rae's god damn life. O well...I shouldn't really be even saying that, since I tend to interfear as well.. I'm so lost...I don't even know what I want anymore. On one hand, I do love Rae and want her back, but on the other hand...god dammit....there's just so much that happened, so much that hurt me and so many times I hurt her. I'm off to CA hopefully after Highschool...so I'm planning to settle there, make my driver's license and then take a cruise up to Seattle...thats for sure. Maybe I could take Rae down to CA to stay with me for a week or longer, we'll see. O well, thats all just me wondering about how this all will go on. I gtg..