This will be my final and last entry. A lot of things have happened and changed since I arrived back in Germany. I need to let go of the past - and I need to let go of certain people and move on. Part of that was my trip to the states in the first place, part of that will be my last entry here in this journal. It tells of my life in the past - of my good times, of my depressive times - my loved ones, my enemies - this journal has been with me for a long time - and through the publication, it made some hearts flatter, but also broke a few. I will uncover private entries and publish those too, and who knows - I may come back to finish my Diary about Rae - the only girl friend I had in my life. But for now, I will say goodbye.