after debating over and over again with myself, whether I should post this or not, im just gonna do it - to finish it off. I dont like bringing back the past, but at the same time I have no clue how someone can be soo naive, dumb-struck and blind to not know what is going on. I dunno if you'll ever understand Rae, maybe you'd have to live the horror in your own skin, but its one thing to be with someone in a long-distance relationship. ITS ANOTHER THING, to keep hearing - "oh I fell in love with this guy, I fell in love with that guy..i'm sorry, jade jade jade" this constant "I love you", "I'm not sure about us anymore", "you're the only one", "i might wanna try it with another guy I met". in the two years, two wonderful years, you never have seemed to make up your own damn mind about us. u werent even in love with me the first 2 months we were dating. oh - rae's together with the exchange student. she's the one who had the luck, when there were tons of other girls. Lots of publicity, ain't it. u could just drown in it - being the drama queen and attention whore. not that i give a damn anymore, but if u still linger in what went wrong, then here u go. from my point of view, thats what went wrong. i know u think different, like ive been pushing u away constantly and ur the 'ohhh- I do everything wrong'-girl - and sure, Ive done mistakes, Ive done wrong as well...but im not gonna stand there being pushed around with ur little games....and oh I will laugh and dance in joy, if you're gonna let that happen to Danny one day. like u used to say yourself - 'you're not worth it'