well im arrived on bainbridge. I'm hella happy...as if Life turns on you in a matter of a day. I think itll all really kick off when ill meet other friends and stuff, but for now, i must say: things for me are sorta confusing right now. Rae and I just look at eachother once in a while, and although i dont wanna say that we're thinking the same, I do feel that its as if something was missing. I hope things will somehow sort themselves out during the next couple weeks, but yea...i dunno...its....just weird. I told myself its gonna be alright, but its actually harder than I thought... Hearing about her boyfriend and all, n me not blowin up and just accepting it...anyways. well - carolyn is here! yay! :) we all played a game of life which was fun and later this evening there's supposed to be some sort of party at the teencenter where I can see everyone else. so yea - awesome! :) Monday im seeing Liz, and well I guess its all gonna be good. i'll write some more later...