Bleh - lol. I just feel BLEH. Mom's pissin the hell outta me. For over almost a year now, she can't get herself together and divorce my dad, and its killing me. For over a year I have to hear what mom thinks about dad, and what dad thinks about mom, and then it rotates. Mom wants to give dad a second try, mom wants to divorce, second try, divorce, second try, divorce. Oddly reminds me of my ex-relationship with rae. Breakup, get-together, breakup, get-together. ITS FUCKIN ANNOYING!! lol - and because Im annoyed about it, I run around being grumpy to my mom, which drives HER crazy and she thinks im being dumb and acts like everything is fine. WOULD U PLEASE JUST DIVORCE GOD DAMMIT!! Up to this day, I can't really say I had a very lively, happy childhood... ... ... ... ehh...whatever.