I want to be with her forever. I remember that when she was sick, I made her make some tea for herself, although she REALLY didn't want to; but after she did and got better, she thanked me. I loved the moments, she'd take me to my classes and come visit me; if I had a different lunch than her. The time we were going through the curiousity shop in Seattle. The moments at her house were very special too. We tease eachother frequently, and I won't admit how much I love it when she teases me. We start licking eachother's noses and oh my god, Rae makes me feel so crazy, I'd start squeeking when she says "No; my nose!" The way she looks at me, touches me and keeps me in her arms. She drives me crazy in every way. It is so important to me, that Rae is happy, healthy and on track in her life, the way she really wants to go, deep, deep inside.