Things yet, went through my mind and I was loosing the energy to tell Rae how much I wanted her back; simply because she was so lost that she kept telling me that she wouldn't deserve me. I believe that no one deserves anyone, but everyone deserves someone. If it was true love between eachother, it was going to pull us back together. I had just simply lost it all and ignored her on the day I found out. If I had to give up something to undo my response on that day and at other times, I'd give up my life for her. For the Felix that always seemed to be so right, had been so wrong. I really felt what it was like to feel guilty, when Rae once walked me to class because she wanted to talk to me about the breakup, and I had been so affected, that I ignored her all the way. After she left for her class, all I wanted was to run back to her; I never meant to hurt Rae. Never.