.....just talked to Rae on the phone. she was doing her math homework - hardly talking nor listening to me - something I had to get used to. .......*tear*.....she told me not to go, when I felt like it - but when she was done - she just told her friends that she's ready to go......... *crying* I feel so pointless - so mistreated and ignored....... god......why? Why silence on the phone every time? ..............can't take it - gtg *crying*.