Once again, I acted without thought. It started off like a normal day; the sun was out and I was up and ready to go to school. My throat was dry, and I felt that I couldn't get my eyes fully open. Normal day, until I got to school. Rae had something on her mind, I could see it in her eyes and the way she struggled as I asked her twice how she was doing. Right then, she took my hand and led me away from the crowd; somewhere where we could talk alone. We were leaning against the wall; not in our arms, but side to side. She started talking. She told me that she was late on what she had expected to happen on our anniversary. I knew what she was talking about, but I didn't realise the deeper meaning at first. She continued to tell me that she will turn hestarical, if it won't happen within this week. Having heard that, I remembered how my parents used to fight when my mom was expecting her period. The thought of my parents fighting because of something like that, made me giggle because it gave myself a sign to give Rae her freedom and avoid saying anything wrong, but it was too late. I giggled and she asked me about it. I could tell and understand that she was angry, and before I could say more, she disappeared. I had it done again. A couple of minutes later she came back and held me in her arms, before asking me again why I thought it was funny and before leaving again and ignoring me. I felt guilty to my very bones. Only later that day, did I realise what impact this could cause and I was scared and worried about her. If she was, and was going to have it, my parents would find out and I'd leave behind a family. I'm still scared. Most of all, I can't trust anyone; people tell me different things. People shouldn't even have known. I just hope it will turn out the right way.