I love Rae, and I will always be there for her and reach out for her, when she needs a hand. I will do whatever is in my power to help her find her destiny and if she has anything that she really wants to open up on, I will sit down and listen. I think the beginning of our relationship was difficult also because I'm an exchange student. For me, it is extremely important to find a balance between family, relationship, friends and school. In addition to that, I must deal with homesickness. My wish is that people will understand that. My time is running out. I have feelings, of times that Rae and I wasted. Times when we had pointless fights, times when I was grounded and mistakes I made myself. When the Nick thing happened, I was hurt and refused to talk to Rae. I was a fool, childish. Bah.