sigh - just woke up - 7:30am.... Im still dreaming about her...... Its driving me insane because I closed that chapter but im still dreaming about her in the weirdest ways... Cant remember what it was this time exactly - oh yea - I called her up, well pretty much I was stocking her about where she is right now and stuff - which in a sense made me realize, in my dream, what kinda ass I can be. well...im still tired as hell - so im gonna go back to sleep. ttyl