well...what a day. god I'm tired. I had an internship meeting today in Cologne. Had to make my way by train for 5 hours. It wouldve been ok if that wouldve been really the case, but then our train had to break down and the last wagon had to be on fire...which pretty much ruined my day. I finally arrived with a one hour delay and had my 2 hour meeting. Then I had to wait for 6 hours before my train back to Berlin went in the evening. Fuck - what a stressful day. I arrived back here at around 1:00am and still had to make my way back to home, which made it 2:00am. sigh... anyways, im glad to be back. The train ride reminded me of the time I travelled to Bremen with Rae... fuckin depressing...but alright. This Danny / James / whoever stuff doesn't have space for me nyways. it was just a memory. im gonna sleep in tomorrow and get a good rest. Next appointment for me is a meeting about military service, and then I can finally concentrate on the U.S. Oh yea - my internship...I will most likely start in January for 3 months but ontop of that its fuckin depressin cuz its unpaid... ...ok its a nice experience and all, but on the otherhand....i dunno....im pretty done for today... ...the hot chicks in Cologne didnt make things better....thats pretty much all i need after a day like this - someone to lie next to me....but noooooooo...