I believe that Rae is getting too lost at school, when she's around certain people. These people stop her from acting the way she really wants to. Its the "influence" theory I mentioned. I was extremely glad to see, that she told Mike that she stopped smoking and he should stop trying to sell her cigarettes. This, I believe, was true Rae acting inside. Not because she did it partly for me, but because she knew she had a right choice, and she made that choice. All i want, is Rae to bring out herself. The Rae I know. The Rae I love so, so much. She means so much to me, and I'd get lost if she would leave me. She's my light, my inspiration and all I ever want. If only she could see herself, the way I see her. Around her, I feel loved, understood, and taken for who I am. She's got the power to make me speechless, as she creats magical moments that I get lost in. Every word, sound, touch and look is magical.