i had the biggest shocker today. skyler called me ... at 945 in the morning. it made me happy. so i was thinking "today should be a happy day." but i called him back after i got done working (only an hour later) and todd said he left and didn't know where he went. oh well. i'll just have to wait then. i hope he calls soon. i haven't seen him in a while. yah a whole 2 days. pretty pathetic huh? i wrote him a love letter last night. 4 pages (2 front and back). yah its one of those stupid little girly love letters that i'm never gonna let him see. but if he some how stumbles upon it, well i can't stop him. its about how much i love him and how i don't think i could live without him. is that childish or what? or am i really in love with him? is this what true love feels like? god i hope so. cause i love him to death.