Is it wrong to want to go back? Is it wrong to wonder how things could have been?

I found myself going through some entries. I miss it. It may not have lasted long. But it was a good short while. A very good short while. So good that I'd like to go back and re-live it. Or have it happen again? Never, says logic. But can't she dream?

Maybe I just need that experience again. The butterflies, the whispers, the smiles. To feel on top of the world. To feel like you are always wanted, to always have someone to go to. To have a hand a hold and lips to lock.

Perhaps that means its time for a change. Seems like my life is a constant change.

if only it were change for good.