i fucked my best friend again last night. and it was the best i've ever had.

he drunkenly told me he wanted me. the next sober day i asked him if it was the alcohol talking, and he said no.

shit.

I love him to death, but I just got out of something. a three year something. I need me time. and to be totally honest, I kind of want to be a whore.

but the constant sex is nice.